Ups & downs

Why oh why does life have to be so much like a roller coaster?? One day things are all good, the next I don't know which way is up. In what aspect? Take a pick..... my social life, my professional life, my family life..... it's all been kinda topsy turvey this week.
Well 1 issue..... I'm not at home. I'm away for a training. I miss my family.
At the same time I needed a break! Regardless of what it may seem, I do get tired of having to be responsible for so much! I'm really feeling that it's not fair... I'm screaming & no one hears... or at least no one that's supposed to hear. Other people not involved can her me just fine. And then because of the fact I've been quiet for so long.... just taking in everything that was dished out & started to scream when I've had enough... someone had the nerve to tell me I need to watch what I say & how I say it...I hurt people's feelings. I guess that's the difference in today's generation of women, huh?
I keep hoping, wishing, praying that things get better... that my screams will finally be heard. Somedays I just wanna grab my kids, some clothes, & run-away.... but where would we go?

BTW- as far as the locs go....I couldn't help it... a pair of scissors got involved in my hair & I just lost control!