Ups & downs

Why oh why does life have to be so much like a roller coaster?? One day things are all good, the next I don't know which way is up. In what aspect? Take a pick..... my social life, my professional life, my family life..... it's all been kinda topsy turvey this week.
Well 1 issue..... I'm not at home. I'm away for a training. I miss my family.
At the same time I needed a break! Regardless of what it may seem, I do get tired of having to be responsible for so much! I'm really feeling that it's not fair... I'm screaming & no one hears... or at least no one that's supposed to hear. Other people not involved can her me just fine. And then because of the fact I've been quiet for so long.... just taking in everything that was dished out & started to scream when I've had enough... someone had the nerve to tell me I need to watch what I say & how I say it...I hurt people's feelings. I guess that's the difference in today's generation of women, huh?
I keep hoping, wishing, praying that things get better... that my screams will finally be heard. Somedays I just wanna grab my kids, some clothes, & run-away.... but where would we go?

BTW- as far as the locs go....I couldn't help it... a pair of scissors got involved in my hair & I just lost control!

Not such a bad year afterall....

Happy New Year Everybody!
I know my girl Cheleskilove had mentioned her before...but I just found something absolutely wonderful. I found my MAMA! The woman that kinda helped me out in my earlier phase of loc-dom w/any questions I had. Not only about locs, but life as well! Oh I'm sooo happy to see she's still posting about her locs & her life for everyone to see & follow in her footsteps...I sure will be following her.
Oh, you all know & love her as Daez! http://daezhavoo.blogspot.com/