My Glory.. you lift my head.

Psalm 3 1-6
Lord how are they increased that troubled me
Many are they that rise up against me
Many are they that say of my soul
There is no help for him in God!
But thou O Lord are a shield for me
My Glory, and the lifter up of mine head

I cried to the Lord with my voice, and
he heard me out of his holy hill
I laid me down and I slept
I awakened for the Lord sustained me.
I WILL NOT BE AFRAID OF TEN THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE THAT SET THEMSELVES AGAINST ME ROUND ABOUT!

YOu can guess what's going through my mind today.... but it will not trouble me again, I am tired of this... so tired of this over & over again, trying to do what's right while he thinks only of himself & not what's best. One day he will look back and see that the only one hurting him is himself, not me.

My pastor pointed out that this is taking up way too much of my time & energy... and he is soooo not worth it. NO MORE! I don't want to discuss it (besides with my new lawyer) any further. I don't even want to think about it anymore. As far as I'm concerned, it is finished. The Lord has been my guide. He would not have steered me the wrong way. I need not worry. It is done.

Goodbye pal

I hate when this happens. Just when I think I've got a new friend, it turns the other way & it's not to be. Or at least not the friendship that I wanted. Earlier this year I met this guy. We talked, we hung out, he helped me w/ issues around the house, I listened & gave advise about his love life or lack thereof. I thought things were going pretty well. We would talk once or twice a week. We saw each other every Sunday at church. Nothing going on between us... just friends. Heck, we didn't even sit together at church so I don't think this was a case where I was getting too close or he was getting too close & then we ran.
What I think happened is he went & got a real GIRLFRIEND. A woman introduced herself to him & they started spending a lot of time together. He didn't talk to me about the other women he was dreamin about anymore.... then soon he didn't talk to me at all. No more phone calls... no more drive by visits. He sits w/her at church now. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. I don't want to be a 3rd wheel.
I'm not hating on him...but just rather disappointed. I was good enough to listen to his stories about his long distance relationships w/ women across the country or out of the country. He gets into 1 locally & I'm basically pushed out. It just would have been nice to know that my friendship w/ him had some sort of value, but like Madea says...people are in your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. Guess he was just a season. Hope it works out for him.